
Lived Experience: I didn't feel like I had a choice.
I have attempted twice in my life and both times when I was trying to decide if I could continue living, all I remember feeling was complete loneliness. I felt like I had no one to turn to and no one to talk to. If hindsight I know how wrong I was. Both times I attempted, I did the same thing. I have always had medical issues so I always had access to some strong drugs and both times I took a lot of pills. The first time, I was being bullied by my so-called friends and I fel